"It was a kind of so-so love and I'm gonna make sure it doesn't happen again. You and I had to be the standing joke of the year. You were a runaround, a lost and found, and not for me, I feel."

I haven't wrote anything on here in so long... wow.
It's weird to read about the things I did, the people I was with.
I don't see Alyssa at all anymore.
It's just weird to look back on that stuff and realize how much has changed.
It also makes me appreciate those who have stuck by my side after everything.
Things have been great lately.
There has been some difficulties, but ying yang, ya know.
With the good comes the bad.
Me and Sarah are the closest that we've been in a very long time.
I'm really happy about that. I don't feel like I have to say she's my best friend "just because" anymore. We've definatly caught up.
Me and Brett are hanging out again,
which I'm also happy with. It's good to have someone like him in my life, because he is genuine friend.
Me and Jes are hanging out a lot more again,
I missed that for a while. It's nice to have someone to be around and share friendship bread with :]
Me and Caroline have become even better friends,
which I love because we are a lot alike. I'm very lucky to have a best friend like her. We just get each other, and that's cool.
Me and Megan haven't been talking too much,
but she's very busy and even so she's still my xoxmeggiebabyxox whom I love dearly with all of my heart.
Me and Chris are still best friends,
I'm so lucky for that. He is extremely understanding and never judges me, which I really appreciate.
Basically, I'm satisfied with my life right now.

[	I'm feeling very	|	cranky	]
[	I'm listening to	|	Counting Crows - Colorblind	]

"I am covered in skin. No one gets to come in. Pull me out from inside. I am folded, and unfolded, and unfolding, I am colorblind."

I haven't updated this in ages.
But my life isn't really that interesting.
Oh well.
I guess since the last time I posted something..
I've just been working.
Things with Brett have been great.
We registered for school which still hasn't hit me yet.
One week and it's back to the same shit everyday.
Alyssa went back to California yesterday.
We all went to her house before she left, which was nice.
Oh, I saw Little Miss Sunshine the other day.
It was sweet.
You should see it.
I think I want to go shopping today.
I have to work though, 1-4.
Ew.
Come visit.

[	I'm feeling very	|	loved	]
[	I'm listening to	|	Oasis - Wonderwall	]

"Backbeat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out. I'm sure you've heard it all before but you never really had a doubt. I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now."

Yesterday I hung out with Brett before he left for vacation.
I went to Alyssa's after.
She made this tofu stir fry stuff for dinner and it was really good.
I must say I was impressed.
Then we went to Dairy Queen.
Because you can never just eat healthy for once.
Then we went to Blockbuster to get sad movies.
But since Alyssa gave away the whole movie, it wasn't as sad as I thought it would be.
And I fell asleep for the second movie.
Came home early this morning, went to Megan's.
Worked at 4, just got home.
Now Megan is coming over and we are going to the movies.
That's all.

[	I'm feeling very	|	pleased	]
[	I'm listening to	|	Death Cab For Cutie - Passenger Seat	]

"When you feel embarrassed, then I'll be your pride. When you need directions, I'll be the guide. For all time."

Last night, I hung out with Sarah and Megan.
We went to Coldstone and had some sweet ice cream.
Then we went to Jake's.
I was too tired to stay so I came home and slept.
Sarah and Megan came home later on.
Then at 1:45 AM, my cellphone rings.
So when I open my phone it says "HOME calling."
And I was really scared.
Because everyone was sleeping.
So I thought that someone was in my house.
Either that, or a ghost??
I'm gay :]
But I found out it was my mom just seeing if we were home because she was too lazy to get up.
Anyway.
Me and Megan went to the good ol' GAS STATION for breakfast this morning.
A vanilla frosted doughnut and white chocolate caramel cappicino: $2.00.
Can't beat that.
So we sat around and watched TV.
After she left, my mom cut my hair.
It's not too different.
I got my bangs cut , thinned out my hair and fixed my layers since I screwed them up from cutting them so much.
But I like it.
After that, I went to visit Caroline at work.
Then I visited Sarah.
Then I picked up my Apex and we went to Starbucks.
It was nice because I hadn't seen her since school got out.
And we got free frappacino's :]
And we ran through the pouring fucking rain to get to my car.
Then once we leave the parking lot the rain stopped >:-O
So I took her home and then went to Brett's.
Then we got Taco Bell.
Then we watched The Hills.
LC is dumb.
Annnnd then we just chilled.
He makes me happy :]
That is all, goodnight.

[	I'm feeling very	|	hot	]
[	I'm listening to	|	Incubus - Aqueous Transmission	]

"Lying face up on the floor of my vessel, I marvel at the stars and feel my heart overflow."

Alyssa's myspace song is really tyte.
Last night wasn't good.
But we learn and move on.
And Sarah, I love you.
I had to work at noon today, until 4.
It wasn't too bad.
But I'm really sore from being on the lake yesterday.
So I'm going to cry about that.
Uhhh Megan is coming over pretty soon.
I don't know what we're going to do.
All I know is, my dad is making steak sandwhiches.
And I'm really excited.
Peaaaceee.